I finally got a free evening not long ago. No urgent deadline. Nothing pressing. I sat down expecting to feel relief. Instead, within a few minutes, my mind had already wandered off to everything still unfinished. The pending replies. The half-done tasks. The things I'd "get to eventually." I started to feel guilty. I picked up my phone. Scrolled without really looking at anything. Put it back down. Tried just sitting there instead. That felt worse, somehow. And I remember th